After having such a good day on Saturday, things haven’t been so great since. I’ve still had quite a lot of pain and the dressing I have is really starting to irritate me now. It comes off tomorrow which is a good thing, although a little part of me is afraid of what will be underneath.
Ridiculous to feel this way I’m sure but up till now I haven’t had to actually deal with anything, it’s all been nicely tucked out of sight under a bandage. Tomorrow they will remove the plastic shell that is keeping my eyelid in shape and clean it before putting it back. I know I have to face up to this and I will, it’s just another stage of the unknown.